I don’t know why I stopped writing about what interests me the most – my thoughts, my feelings, whatever inspired me.
It is true that I only really write about my thoughts when I’m either extremely happy or very anxious – today I’m feeling the latter. So, lately I’ve been writing about other topics I’m also passionate about, but it’s a different kind of writing, less therapeutic it feels.
I want to be able to go back to my roots, my sense of self not having to rely on anyone or anything else to be happy. I want ti be able to appreciate the things I’m most passionate about without having to constantly spend my mental energy for things that don’t seem worth it. To have all that creative sense and use it on my daily life. To be able to live by your own rules without being constantly tied by what society says you need to do.
I’m going back to my roots just for today, writing down whatever is on my mind, feel free for even just a second, let my emotions out.