I feel like lately the only way I can get to sleep is if I write things out when my brain is hyper active at night. Maybe it somehow helps me process my thoughts in a more logical way and calms them down? I really do wish I felt as productive during the day as…
Author: newpmv
It’s Late At Night… and I can’t sleep
It’s late at night and I can’t sleep. It happened for a while and melatonin supplements were helping for a little bit, but I’ve gone back to not being able to sleep. It’s like I spend my whole day tired, and then as soon as my head hits the pillow my thoughts go racing at…
I Haven’t Written All Summer
I think I’ve lost track of myself. The things I usually love to do got so left behind and lost, and I didn’t even notice. I had a moment today where I remembered what it’s like to get my feelings down on paper, but it just hasn’t felt the same. For some reason, it’s not…
loving serene nights.
I don’t deal well with noise. It bring up some deep anxiety and I’m not even sure where it comes from. I’m easily affected by noise and feel like my body is constantly on edge, leaving me anxious and exhausted. So, it is no wonder that I love serene nights. Nights where the world is…
why do people cancel women?
I’m not a big fan of the whole cancel culture. Yes, I think if someone has done serious, irreversible damage and hurt to someone’s life, then they shouldn’t get to just continue with their current affairs like that wasn’t the case. But what I’m talking about is people being called out for past mistakes that…
accepting changes life throws at you.
The world is always testing me, making sure I grow. Just as I start getting comfortable, advancing through life with little hiccups and fully enjoying what I’m doing, life does a total 180 and here I am, back in unknown, uncomfortable territory again. It’s not that I don’t like change, I actually love not getting…
writing late at night.
Everything is meant to be quiet – but it isn’t. I’ve been feeling on-edge, not able to focus, feeling unattractive and out of shape, feeling as if control is out of my reach. It’s late at night and I don’t feel fully like myself, but somehow this is the time that I’m most inspired to…
why is the world so loud.
I’m always been quite sensitive to noises. I’m aware if I could be bothering someone and try to be as quiet as possible. I don’t talk loud at night, and I’m fully aware of my surroundings. But the rest of the world doesn’t seem to think the same, why is that? I live in a…
going back to my roots.
I don’t know why I stopped writing about what interests me the most – my thoughts, my feelings, whatever inspired me. It is true that I only really write about my thoughts when I’m either extremely happy or very anxious – today I’m feeling the latter. So, lately I’ve been writing about other topics I’m…
greed can be unhealthy.
Greed, sometimes masked as ambition, can be very unhealthy. I’m a very ‘ambitious’ person so I can speak in that regard. Greed can be a positive. Can make you strive for more, constantly looking for better solutions, always looking for ways to improve your life. And greed can be a big negative too. Even if…
