loving serene nights.

I don’t deal well with noise. It bring up some deep anxiety and I’m not even sure where it comes from. I’m easily affected by noise and feel like my body is constantly on edge, leaving me anxious and exhausted. So, it is no wonder that I love serene nights. Nights where the world is…

why is the world so loud.

I’m always been quite sensitive to noises. I’m aware if I could be bothering someone and try to be as quiet as possible. I don’t talk loud at night, and I’m fully aware of my surroundings. But the rest of the world doesn’t seem to think the same, why is that? I live in a…

let your pain speak.

This world brings on a lot of pain, I lot of sadness and sorrow.  And you shouldn’t shy away from it. For every tear you must shed, live your truth and speak out for what you believe in. Don’t let the sadness take over all your emotions by bottling it all in. Yes, it’s not…

grieving.

Grieving is a process, and sometimes you’re grieving for things you didn’t even know affected you. I’ve spent the last 3 days grieving someone I didn’t even know, someone so kind that left this world too soon. Part of me feels like I should somehow be ashamed of grieving someone whom I’ve never met, but…

coping with feelings.

How is anyone able to open up to others and feel better afterwards? It never really seems to help me, the only way I’m really able to cope is by writing whatever I’m feeling down. Like, how are certain people so good at reaching out to others and not feel like a burden. Or not…

it’s going to be a sad week.

It’s sad. I don’t know how to express feelings without writing them down so here we go. It’s not fair that such innocent, kind souls get taken away because their normally positive selves are not able to fight against the darkness of the world. They’re not able to get away from the negative energies spread…

Deeply Saddened by Hana Kimura News

I don’t know why, but a big part of me just wants to cry. Just wants to reach out to so many people that need help. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you felt so lost, alone and hurt that the only option you seemingly had was to take your own life. What’s even more hurtful…

I’m Afraid

I feel like for the past few weeks I feel a little more afraid of everything. My mind keeps over-analysing everything and I can’t get away from my own thoughts. One thing that’s helped me a lot is to take a few days fully to myself, where I’ve either played games, wrote, studied or watched…

Dark Times

When you’re going through something dark, who’s your flashlight? Who keeps that glimmer of hope alive that everything will be okay so that you don’t have to completely give up? Someone who brings light to an otherwise pitch-black situation you don’t know how to get out of. It’s important to remember those who help us…

Take Care of Each Other

Sometimes I feel really alone. I’m surrounded by people that I know love me, but I cannot help but feeling like I’m a burden. No one actually wants me around and they’re just being nice because I’m in their life already and it would be too awkward to make me go away. That’s not hyperbolic,…